Makarios, if you are reading my blog, please answer my question:
How can I get/invite/beg/... the Holy Spirit to read the Bible with me and lead me? In concrete executable steps please!
If your god does not exist, which I believe so, your Holy Spirit will not exist and hence you cannot answer my question. In this case, start thinking how you should live your life while you can. We all have this ONE life ONLY, no afterlife, no resurrection. Live well and for goodness sake, be good.